One For 

one for mum,she said 

and down her throat

she sent  half a bottle of whiskey 

to comfort the first shot 

that'd been feeling 

quite lonely down there  all by herself 

with only some nuts to keep her company 

one for dad 

she thought 

and noticed that the wine 

turned to blood in her glass 

she sat there mesmerized 

thinking that drinking 

has just made her a vampire 

and that now she'll have to 

suck every bit of life out of the  first human being that comes her way 

one for him 

she remembered 

lying on the bathroom floor 

covered in vague memories 

of a stranger's hands  ripping her shirt open 

while trying to spread-eagle her legs 

with his knees 

i guess i forgot to say please 

she sighed 

and kept watching the turquoise tiles 

dancing around her 

under a bleach white sky 

hey, didn't they all have a ball  it was one hell of a jacuzzi night 

a whole bathtub of champagne 

bubbled its way through her intestines 

and because she was way too ladylike to vomit  in the presence of others  she gently adjusted her smile 

and shat herself 

one for mum 

who was brainwashed by a sect 

one for dad  who thought it best  to drink himself to death 

i raise my glass  to cancer 

oh wait you can't toast a star sign 

let's make it  cigarettes then 

and she got up on all fours 

determined to locate her handbag

@Nozee_